YAwn.. Woke up from a mj session yesterday...
2pm in the afternoon.. SOoo tired...
haha.. got up and found out.. im going out to bai nian to my aunties they all
my mummy side ones... sooo complicated soo many rankings.. zzzz
haha got into the car started to listen to Season in the sun by westlife..
haizz..
then reach hougang liao.. got out of the car... my knee cap made a "cracking sound"
sadded
haizz
then while walking i felt my knee cap was weak.. and sometimes it shaked abit
very sad liao
whole day my knee cap is been weak weak weak..
hurts still
then later on.. rush back to watch TV... haha
shows...
anyway sophia ur sooooo fierce.. ZZzZz
=X
then my pc tio SPYWARE or dun know wtf is this.. pop ups..
i tried everything sia
ad-ware , spybot s&d, a-squared, pcpitstop, pro uninstaller, even hjiackthis. also cannot..
now still having pop ups... (not porn pop ups) (some fuck up sad company which can't sell their product)
cfm is tio backdoor and worm... i found their backdoor.. i deleted it.. but it appeared again..
i can't detect their fucking worm.. ZZZZ
trying to get more anti virus stuff
haizz my body is breaking down... my computer is breaking down
... im feeling soo fucked up
my kneecap, ankle, eye, head, stomach, now even my jaw? WAH lao
then my pc is soo fucked up
haizz
later 8am going to see doctor and get an X-Ray.. hope i've nothing wrong..
well i think maybe i gotta quit soccer for good soon liao
kinda of feeling like.. very sank and very sad...
but i dun reflect it de.. everyday wearing a mask.. a happy one.. ^_^
feeling down and the lowest now.. but no one to pei wo...
on top of that.. got daosterz... =(
sadded sadded ...
why mr honor why? why ur like tat?
haizz i feel like just maybe just tear out my sadness..
but i dun tear... =(... not even one..
even on friday the 13th.. (sry) (im more cornern about u then myself tearing)
how how how.. haizz
